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Sonnets. If you know me and my poetry well, you know that the title of this journal is exactly what happens to me when I even so much as hear the word sonnet. Fourteen lines of rhyming iambic pentameter (well one form of a sonnet at least.) makes me want to erm... do something not so pleasant, like perhaps cracking my back in two. (By the way thread title comes from a song called Yo Ho by Heather Alexander that I have now permanently stuck in my head, no thanks to a certain friend. *grin* Don't get me wrong, it's a great song, but if the words "What do you do with a drunken sailor" get as stuck in your head as they do mine, then perhaps you should be careful when listening to this song.) Anyway, back to the point. A friend of mine challenged me to participate in a little poetry game involving limericks, to which I promptly replied, "I'd rather write a thousand sonnets than write a limerick. Sorry."
SO.... Here begins that journey. (You heard that phrase, a journey of a thousand miles begins with a simple step? That's what I am doing, 'cept replace miles with sonnets, and step with word.) From here on out, I will try to write 1000 sonnets. Please cheer me on in my journey, because as I mentioned, writing sonnets makes me wanna crack my back in two, so I'll need all the help I can get. This is one project that I shall start AND finish, if it kills me. (Which if I really do crack my back in two, that may very well be the result.) So.... Here we go. May the journey of 1000 sonnets commence.
SO.... Here begins that journey. (You heard that phrase, a journey of a thousand miles begins with a simple step? That's what I am doing, 'cept replace miles with sonnets, and step with word.) From here on out, I will try to write 1000 sonnets. Please cheer me on in my journey, because as I mentioned, writing sonnets makes me wanna crack my back in two, so I'll need all the help I can get. This is one project that I shall start AND finish, if it kills me. (Which if I really do crack my back in two, that may very well be the result.) So.... Here we go. May the journey of 1000 sonnets commence.
Mental Health - Don't be Ashamed to get help
Full disclosure: I spent almost two weeks in a psych ward. I won’t say where for the safety of the patients there with me. The greatest lesson I learned there though, is really something I already knew. But honestly isn’t practised much. Acceptance. We all were there because really all we wanted was someone to see the real us.
One woman stopped taking her meds and sunk deep into her depression, and then when she really someone the most, they wouldn’t answer her calls. Her neighbors cared enough to notice though and she ended up in the Behavioral Health Unit. She wasn’t one hundred percent when she went home, but she
I CAME OUT FINALLY!!!!!!!!
There are a lot of you who I would rather tell in person about this, but due to distance and my own social anxiety, not to mention my survival instincts--IE the ones that stem from being bullied and spending my youth in foster care--I find written word will tell my story better. So my apologies to those of you who I should have said this to in person, and you are finding out this rotten way. It is not that I think ill of you, but my own insecurities--which believe you me, I have MANY-- that I am not telling you on the phone, or in person, or even through some voice/video app.
I 'came out' a few months ago to my mother, when I had complete e
One year later
Just over a year ago, you all saw me start to realize my identity. Realize that I don't have to be female. Open that place deep within, and tug on the rope that kept the masculine tied up. I started out blaming it on PCOS, the medical condition that made me realize something was going on with me. That I needed to find my identity and my place in the world. I'm nowhere near 'transitioned' yet... I'm still learning, but I have come a long way in my progression.
Just to show you --
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WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Dr. Pepper
2. Last phone call: probably husband
3. Last text message: husband (no one texts me :( )
4. Last song : Probaby a Lady Gaga song
5. Last time you cried: not long ago
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone: Yup
7. Been cheated on: I don't think so.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope
9. Lost someone special: Yes. Though that's more the physical loss of death. But friendwise, others might have said they were special, but I wouldn't say I've lost anyone special. There was a time I might have thought some of the people in my life were special, and regretted losing them, but really they weren't
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